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Burlap and Gold

by Matt Morrow

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1.
Corner Store 05:00
god, in this town a man ain't worth nothing if he don't talk to you i hope it ain't too late to start now cause i don't know who else to turn to god, i don't know where i'm going i ain't too proud of where i've been and i just can't help feeling like i'm alone every now and again i was somebody in high school and i guess that's why i stayed here in this nobody town where i thought i'd have it made but i work at the corner store and i don't know what life is for and i ain't never prayed before so i hope i'm doing this right i try my best to be a good man but it feels so out of touch i just wanna know why everyone hurts if you love everyone so much god, this town is full of secrets that nobody wants to tell and if what the bible says is true we're all going to hell and i work at the corner store and i don't know what life is for and i ain't never prayed before so i hope i'm doing this right it's come down and it's spit me out and i don't know what life's about oh god, could you help me out if you're even there at all
2.
seven pairs of tennis shoes on the power line blowing in the breeze by the lakeside seven little barefoot kids with their fishing poles lined up on the levee where the gulls glide saturdays, the high school kids meet up in the fields the moon is watching everything they do they're god's children, one and all, making their own fun all god's little children through and through but the perfume blows, and all the boys go crazy but we ain't worried none for what nobody's done cause jesus staked his claim here long ago we all can do the math and walk the narrow path and we'll get to heaven if we live life slow lonely people looking for a bottle or a body hit theresa's bar under the lights wanda baker's husband died christmastime last year and you can find her here most every night but come sunday she's singing in the church choir and we ain't worried none for what nobody's done cause jesus staked his claim here long ago we all can do the math and walk the narrow path and we'll get to heaven if we live life slow violet jenkins threw herself off the river bridge the lake, it was as blue as the sky and everybody asked themselves if she killed herself or if she finally learned how to fly and after that it rained for days and days and days we ain't worried none for what nobody's done cause jesus staked his claim here long ago we all can do the math and walk the narrow path and we'll get to heaven if we live life slow we'll get to heaven we'll just get there slow
3.
between the things we never said and the things we can't take back someone told someone, "i love you" someone found something someone lacked and in between, i watched you go and in between, you told me so and out of everyone i know you're the one who knows me well i don't know who we think we're fooling acting like we both can't tell but i will fake a smile for you and you will do your faking too the way the light dances on you the way the rain falls on your head makes me glad to be alive makes me wish that i was dead but for every year that passes by it makes less and less sense to say goodbye and so this just goes on and on bitter friends with secrets hid you won't touch me that way again and we'll pretend you never did pretend away the things we knew like who's been hiding what from who and in between the things you've got and the things you never will and the things you can't get back i will be there waiting still
4.
The Survivor 04:39
i'm the suvivor i won't be taken down i've been here longer than anyone else in this town everyone who came before is dead but i can hear their voices in my head when i was younger they didn't take my kind in back of the bus in our own separate line now they're open arms and open doors don't you wonder what they feel so sorry for? i can't remember why i came i can't remember my own name i can't remember, but you can bet that there are some things that this tired old mind will not forget the sunday paper put my face in there an endangered species in the city's care celebrating all my hundred years with "happy birthdays" that nobody hears i'm the survivor i won't be taken down i've been here longer than anyone else in this town everyone who came before is dead but i can hear their voices in my head they won't let me rest not yet
5.
Buck's Song 02:39
see what you get for just being good staying where you're told and doing what you should well, they found you that night and they shot you dead now you're lying in the road with a bullet in your head see how everything has changed and i think of the way that you looked on the day that they shoveled her up and they took her away and now how i wish i could be that brave you were burlap and gold and you laughed at the grave see how everything has changed well, there's nothing i've seen was like seeing you there your own blood in your mouth and the stars in your hair and i still haven't lost what you gave that night and it fills up my eyes with some holy light and i see now - everything has changed
6.
i know just what my mama said i can hear every word in my head but i don't care if it's wrong or if it's right i know just what i need tonight i've been talking to strangers and wishing to god they were you i look for you almost everywhere i can find your face when you're not even there but i don't care if i'm living on lies it's like i'm talking to you if i close my eyes but i've been talking to strangers i won't wonder where you are tonight when she rolls over and turns out the lights i'll pull her little body in tight it feels like you if i hold her just right i've been talking to strangers and wishing to god i've been talking to strangers and i'd give anything to talk to you
7.
won't you let me come inside? i never was one much for pride and i ain't done nothing that i should have pride for your face is still my favorite prayer but i see the lines that i put there and i can't stand to break your heart no more just wanna dance you across the bedroom and hold you one last time but that song ain't me, babe i know you ain't still mine the drugs have all done took their toll i can't stay straight two days in a row or say nothing to defend the things i've done and after all the hell i put us through i still lost me long before i lost you but you know i don't do the stuff for fun it holds me like a mother and it loves me when i don't but it hurts me like a lover when you won't and this town is changing every day it ain't the same one that we used to know but no matter what time may take away my feelings for you never go i remember those long years ago this same damn worn out radio this same sweet old unchained melody and the first time that i looked at you is burned on me like a tattoo but now's the last time you'll ever look at me so let the song play on and on, dear we'll just keep dancing slow it says, "time goes by so slowly" but we know it don't yeah, we both know it don't
8.
tell me, baby, one more time what you're gonna tell him when he looks you in the eye and asks you, baby, where you've been and whether you been messing around on him cause i gotta wife and i gotta kid but don't think i'll be telling them what we did cause i'm a man, baby, of the lord but i ain't never seen such a sin before amen, amen, amen i seen you sunday at the service i was trying to give a sermon, you was making me nervous looking like an angel there that fell pretty as a picture, baby, hotter than hell then "hallelujah!' sang the choir while you burned through that dress just like a 4-alarm fire who would ever have suspected then we'd been rolling through my bedsheets looking guilty as sin tangled in my bedsheets guilty as sin amen, amen, amen don't touch me no more than you have cause i don't know what god'd have to say about that don't you know he's watching all the time? don't you think he's seen your hand in mine? hallowed be they name you're gonna make me go insane ain't you worried about your soul? we was like a hellfire burning out of control but the lord always understands all about the earthly desires of a man and he made woman just for this to test the wills of the men he loved best ain't you heard me from there in the pew? ain't you ever known that i was talking to you? amen, amen, amen
9.
Hero 04:19
i was in the army, but i never went to war and you called me a hero, but i've never known what for and you've worn my ring for half a century but a decade goes by like a february day when you know you'll die in the same town where you was raised and i'm getting closer every time the hand goes round sometimes i'll go a week without making a sound it ain't that i don't got nothing to say it just always gets away from me sometimes the light still hits your weary face just right and i'm 19 again and it's 1955 and i come in to land in the palm of your hand and if there's one thing i've learned from you in all this time it's a hero's just someone in the right place at the right time and that's where i was when i found you and if i had it all over again to do i'd call you my hero every day all those times we sat there and i didn't say it and take you to heaven every night cause you always deserved to go
10.
when you live in this town they all know your name they know where you're going and from where you came and you'll spend your whole life trying to make them forget i've been 20 years trying but it ain't happened yet and i can hold onto you all through the night but they better not find me there by the morning light still this feeling has burned me all up inside till i feel like it's only a matter of time till it burns all the buildings for miles around and burns everything that stood strong until now burns all the statues - in the flames they'll go down burns down the town so we meet up in secret so we meet in the dark but when you're smothered in shadows, you can't light a spark so baby, you get a match and i'll show you how tell me, what else is there we can do now but burn all the buildings for miles around burn everything that stood strong until now burn all the statues - in the flames they'll go down burn down the town the flames are licking the sky like it's the 4th of july let your freedom ring and burn all the buildings for miles around burn everything that stood strong until now burn you and me - in the flames we'll go down burn down the town

about

This record is a set of songs told from the points of view of various people from my hometown whose stories I found interesting or moving in some way. Some of them are people I know personally, some of them are people I have never met but have read about in the local paper, and some of them are me. It was made almost entirely in my bedroom, and it was recorded, produced, and mixed entirely by me. Because of this (and the inherent fact therein that, in almost any situation that requires technical and/or technological knowledge and competence, I have little to no idea what I am doing), the sound quality leaves a good deal to be desired. Hopefully you can look past this and find something to enjoy here, because these songs mean a great deal to me, and I would like it if they could mean something to others as well. Thank you to everyone who has been interested enough to come to the shows, and especially those who have offered me encouragement. It means a lot.

This record is dedicated to my hometown of Guntersville, Alabama, and to my family, especially to those members who are no longer with us.

- Matt

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released July 25, 2011

Guitars, banjo, piano, keys, percussion, harmonica - Matt Morrow
Drums on tracks 1, 6, 8, 9, 10- John Harvey
Vocals on tracks 6, 10 - MaryJustice Lucas
Bass on track 6 - John Federico
Handclaps on track 4 - Anna Mikel Jones
Recorded, produced and mixed by Matt Morrow
Mastered by nobody
Cover photograph provided by the Wolford family

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